Haven't opened my lj since '06! I just realized that when I saw the last post on my blog.
Well here I am again, reviving my account :D Well, at least trying to.

Ever since nursing school started, I haven't had much time to do things other than paper works for school and for the hospital. I think I'm physically and mentally drained already. But I do love what I'm doing so the sacrifice is all worth it. :)

Had a haircut recently.  :D 

Pics uploaded in mulitply =) 

link: http://emem7.multiply.com

13 April 2006 = HAPPINESS Ü

'nuff said :)

Okay let's not trash my YM. I think it's my computer that's being lousy right now.


Juice & Faye: Sorry awhile ago! I was being "madrama" na naman! haha. I thought you guys left without saying goodbye. All the while, it was my computer that was having problems! haha
I don't know what's wrong with it. I tried to install YM again, but then the screen started to freeze and I can't even restart the pc. It's being crappy right now. This computer have serious problems. I think it's depressed! haha. It misses you guys! hehe. I can't find the cd to reformat it, so right now I'm helpless. I tried to install MSN messenger, but it doesn't work as well. It sucks this have to happen now that you're on vacation! bummer. For the moment, let's settle for friendster/livejournal/myspace/any way in which we can communicate. I'm just happy that I can still access the internet although these pesky pop-ups keep popping out. Maybe it's a sign that we should buy a new computer! haha. Anyway, I'm looking forward to talking with you again! As soon as the computer's back to normal and my ym's okay, I'll tell you guys.


Any suggestions on how we can chat?

Just happy =)


It's true that even if you had a bad day, a simple 'hi' from someone you love will make you feel better. That's how I'm feeling right now -- better :)


It feels good to know that at least one person in this world is thinking of you at the moment. It feels great to know that someone remembers you and despite the fact that you don't often see or talk to each other, you remain important to them. But the best feeling is being loved :)


So thanks, to you. ü I don't know if you get to read this. But still, thanks :) You just made my day. And right now, I just wanna hug you.. If only I can. But since I'm here, you're there, thousands of miles away.. I'll just hug you in my dreams :) I'll meet you there!




..And gumibear, save the seat. I AM coming :) hehe

I was watching the Wedding Date this afternoon. At the end of the movie, the song playing caught my attention cause of the tune. I waited for the credits to roll to find out the title of the song. The title of the song was Home. So, I searched for the lyrics. When I read the lyrics, I was silent for a moment cause I didn't realized that the song was about coming home. I just happened to like the tune but now I can somehow relate to the lyrics:



Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people
I still feel alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home



Okay, I don't wanna be emotional again.. And I promised bes that I won't cry. Well at least not for now..
I'm missing you guys even more.. YOU know who you are. Part of the song is dedicated to you.
Don't worry cause I know we'll see each other soon.
I'm coming back home :) I just don't know when yet.. but I'll be there! :) I love you guys! I will see you soon!

i understand what you're trying to say
no need to say it, i am leaving
don't walk away
just stay right there, i'll fall
and i'll just look at you, i'll just look at you

i don't know why i always feel like this
it's hard to breathe when you're around
your big blue eyes are driving me to sleep
the space is tearing me
i'll stay, please stay
i'll stay, please stay

words are not important
smiles are all i need from you
yearning it's getting stronger, i'm dumb
i hope you like me too

you're two tables away
you can see me mesmerized
i wanna talk to you but i'm so scared
before i never cared
infatuation's never there
but now it's killing me
i really hate myself
i really hate myself

In life nothing's certain
You’ll never know when it’ll happen
Some burn out while some fade away
It doesn’t matter we’re heading that way

If I had the time
I’ll spend it with you

Time gets you old and weary
Like a lifeless ordinary
Some burn out while some fade away
I don’t want you to go
I want you to stay

If I could turn back the time
I’d spend it with you

I want you to know
Even though you’re gone
That I’m drowning in tears

I wish you were here
And hear me say
Believe me, I’m sorry

Feels like everything’s undone
Peace of mind still I haven’t found
And time will heal those broken mends
I know it will come, but when will it end